Yeah, well...

Today comes the painful realization that no one knows me at all. No one can understand my one-word sentences, no one can interpret my lopsided smirk that I pass off as a smile (mostly when I'm pissed off), no one knows me well enough. It's as if no one had bothered to look under the hood because what they have seen on the cover seems to be not worth the effort.

No one knows my density.

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Now playing: Tegan and Sara - Clever Meals

[Favorite Memory]

 September 22, 2012 Saturday

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Now playing: Birdy - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight

Ten questions:

1. No, I don't think I do. I don't think I did, in the first place.
2. If you will, you might have a chance.
3. Yes, I think that you're a horrible, sad, cold-hearted, apathetic person. Sometimes first impressions aren't wrong.
4. Yes, you will. Everyone does and you're not going to be an exception. Unless you happen to be in a massive accident or something. But still... yes, you will.
5. Maybe. But that thing fades away. Maybe back then, but definitely not now
6. I don't, but I want to. Everyone has to believe in something greater than themselves or else they will be lost.
7. I think I am. But not in a Mary Poppins kind of way and that will do for now.
8. Maybe he never did. So let it go.
9. I don't know yet, but "tunay na pag-ibig" is not going to be it.
10. Yes.

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Now playing: John Mayer - Dreaming With A Broken Heart

[Picker Uppers] P:

Pedestrian lanes. Not pedestrians, per se, but their act of walking over those vertical (or is it horizontal?)  lines. Throw in a broken stop light. Maybe it's the prospect of being in transit, the crossing from one side of the street to another, that tickles me. Or maybe it's a side effect of The Beatles walking across Abbey Road.

Possibilities. Also, yes, impossibilities. The world is not dim, really; it is a shining beacon, a comet, a star -- whatever celestial body you wish it to be. When one thing ends, another will definitely begin. The Earth is not created round for nothing.

Photographs. While everything is changing, this one doesn't. It fades but it holds on to whatever spark it once held, unlike some people I know.

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Now playing: Dave Matthews Band - Crash Into Me